Wednesday, January 31, 2007

got my midterm coming up tomorrow. i should probably be studying, but i can't focus any more on chem. its pretty much been NON STOP since saturday of JUST CHEM. i am SO behind on all my other courses, it's crazy.

i'm trying to think of things of value to say on here but nothing really comes to mind. i guess, lately, my life has been of less value. mmm, let me explain that so it doesn't sound like i'm depressed. because i'm not.

i haven't really found a christian family here, which is important to me. i mean, as much as i believe you can find God and worship God in your own way, since God is everywhere, there's still something about that christian family. keeps you on your toes, and feeds you. but i guess if i'm being honest, which i usually am, i haven't really been trying too hard either.

i stopped volunteering at the radio station - it conflicts with my schedule this semester. plus i wasn't really enjoying it as much as i thought it would. okay no, i enjoyed it...i just didn't have the will power to wake up for it. seriously, 8 am? I NEVER see 8 am anymore.

i've lost contact with a lot of my old close friends.

do you see what i mean?
if not, don't worry about it.
because i'm really doing well. i love my roommates/girls down the hall, and i love chemistry (i keep telling myself that anyways). i love the boys who hold the door, and the elevator. i love sharing snacks and watching sex in the city. i love walking to class in the snow by myself and duct taping money to doors. i love walking to class with girls from down the hall. i love watching movies in class and i love pretending to go to the gym, when really we're watching tv. i love study seshs with juice and cereal. i love late nights studying. i love my messy, messy room. i love that the bathroom finally got fixed, and that i got a new lightbulb.

but i hate physics labs.

swiftly typed on 1:21 AM